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So dear reader, you have found yourself in my writing journal. You are either a friend (in RE or RL) or a wandering lost soul from one of the random fic posts made by dark_depth (which is my real LJ account but I rarely use it nowadays). I do not like fixing my layout so don't expect anything fancy will pop out.

What you will find here are mostly fics and are almost always YAOI/SLASH/BOY ON BOY/GAY lovely action so be warned. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THESE, THEN DON'T FUCKING READ. You're just wasting your time.

Not all of my stories are here though. They're scattered all over the net and I'm not the kind of person who uses only one username. I'm trying to put most of my fics here though for organizational purposes.

About my writing:
I prefer writing one-shots and drabbles. I tried to write chaptered stories and the farthest I could go was 5 chapters. I do not have enough loyalty to my stories to make them chaptered. The best I could do is interconnect verses/arcs and make them look coherent.
My specialization is angst and my weakness is making action fics. I also have a hard time writing endings so please bear with me as I try to hone this skill.

Differences

Differences
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [SHINee]; General in its most general sense prolly a bit of fluff
Rating: PG
Pairings: OnKey
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys (except Taemin) (nor does SM), they all have their own lives (and if I owned them, I would be GOD)
Notes: God, how long has it been? 2 months? Oh university life, you suck. This is just some random drabble I left in my phone some time during those 2 months but I've just jot this down only now. Also, expect a lot of parenthesis as usual. (and crappy ending)
Summary: Kibum has some issues with Jinki and Jinki has some issues with Kibum. It does not stop them from being lovey-dovey with each other though.

They weren't the best of couples. That's one of the few things they agree on.Collapse )

Mornings

Mornings
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [SHINee]; General in its most general sense
Rating: PG
Pairings: OnKey, but TaeKey-ish
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys (except Taemin), nor does SM, they all have their own lives (and if I owned them, I would be GOD)
Notes: Part of the 'How Key-umma found SHINee's Appa' arc/verse. A sort-of-continuation of the TaeKey part of the said verse. This particular idea has been haunting me for some time. Also, expect a lot of parenthesis.
Summary: Onew learns the hard way that when you say something, especially to an interview, you should mean it.

Could be subtitled as How Onew developed his sleeping habitCollapse )

How Key-umma found SHINee's Appa

How Key-umma found SHINee's appa
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [SHINee]; General, Semi-fluff?
Rating: PG to PG-13
Pairings: Mainly OnKey but goes through TaeKey, JongKey, and MinKey, 2min, JongKyung
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys (except Taemin), nor does SM, they all have their own lives (and if I owned them, I would be GOD)
Notes: My first time writing in a long time... not to mention my first time writing fluff (though a bit crack-ish) A belated birthday gift and a valentines gift for Elca. <3 Would probably be part of a "series"
Summary: Key is a single mom trying to take care of a group. He is looking for the father of said group in the group.

Could also be subtitled as, How Jinki tried to woo KeyCollapse )

A/N2: After all these years, I still don't know how to write a decent ending. ;o;

IntFilo Homework

Title: The Beginning of The Beginning of The End

Author: upcomingrequiem@LJ/leblah@multiply

Rating: PG-13 to R-15, depending on how you view your religion

Summary: Angels did not have free will. At least God gave them a consciousness rather than being mindless robots. This, though, will become a problem.

ANotes: Homework for Introduction to Philosophy. Inspired by Evangelion and Ergo Proxy (mostly EP), and a little bit of Good Omens and Constantine. This is prolly assuming too much, that we are decendant of angels... or something like that.
will be crossposted to LJ writing account because there's nothing like required writing.




It acted like a virus.

Why

It was a simple word.

Why

A question that bled into the consciousness.

Why

WhatiswhyItisaquestionWhatisaquestionItgivesyouanswersWhatareanswersEverythingyouwanttoknow

WhyareyouhereWhydoyouexistWhyareweuphereandnotdownthereWhy

It was a breech in the security system, a tilt of the scales. (Or so they say, maybe it was actually a balance of the world.)

When they had began to question, some had began to doubt, some had unshakeable belief. Some had grown offensive, and others, offensive. There are also those who didn't care much, and those who cried.

Heaven, the great big cosmos, was now being divided by a three letter word.

Why.

And thus there was a great divide amongst the dwellers of heaven- those that believed that the answer did not matter and that God does, those that wanted to find out the answer no matter what it takes them, and those that did not care about the answer but did not like that God did not answer.

God was taking things in stride of course. 'Let it die down' he thought but inside he was also worried of what may happen.

One day, Lucifer, the great angel, came and asked God the same question.

Why

"Why what?"

So Lucifer asked all the question that plagued all.

And God, God answered of course.

It was mostly boredom.

A little sprinkle of power.

Nothing much really.

For companionship.

Perhaps an experiment of the extent of his powers.

Lucifer was not pleased with the answers. He had expected more.

"So we are just here for no reason at all. We are no different from clouds, from rocks, from firmament, from ether..."

And so Lucifer flew away with much confusion and much rage.

And the Great War came to be.

And God, in his rage at the mistrust, cast all angels to the newly made earth (ever wonder why, in the time of Cain and Abel, that there was already a village somewhere where Cain got banished to when they weren't relatives of Adam and Eve). A curse has been placed on them that they would be stuck on earth, being reborn again and again. (The rules of the game would be changed after Jesus died on the cross. Saints, as they are called, are those who have turned back to God and whose "curse" are lifted)

And that's why, until those heavenly beings, whether it be God or the angels, denounce this "quest for knowledge" or their stubborness for this quest, angels will continue to live on as humans, constantly being reborn again and again until they be willing to go back to God's side. And God, unless he reveals all, will continue to curse those that oppose him and will continue this cycle.

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Beautiful

Beautiful
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [Code Geass R2]; General, Drabble
Rating: PG to PG-13
Pairings: Suzaku-centric (Suzaku-->Lelouch if you squint)
Disclaimer: If I owned CG, then it wouldn't have had a crappy ending.
Warnings: Semi-Angst yet again
Notes: My first time writing in a long time... And I still haven't submitted Malate stuff. T____T
Summary: He was beautiful in the last moments of his life.

You stop for a momentCollapse )

Plans

Plans
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [Code Geass R2]; Angst
Rating: PG to PG-13
Pairings: Lelouch --> Suzaku
Disclaimer: If I owned CG, then it wouldn't have had a crappy ending.
Warnings: Made of Epic!Fail. Crappy writing, Crappy Transition, Crappy Tone, but it was begging itself to be written. (It's not a block... Tis more of a 'downtime')
Notes: Obligatory CGR2 final episode fanfic! And because I do not understand why Suzaku cried. Oh, and I still haven't done my piece for Malate. Procrastination or what?
Summary: What's the use of eyes when they can't see?

It goes against the plan…Collapse )

The Death Note Vs. Geass

The Death Note Vs. Geass
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [Code Geass R2, Death Note]; Crack. And Utter Uselessness.
Rating: G... but since being with these two are not safe, PG.
Pairings: LIGHTXLELOUCH/LELOUCHXLIGHT FOR TEH EPIC WIN!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. At all.
Warnings: Little innocent minds should not read this. And this sucks liek whoa... you get the picture. It's in dialogue form and my brain was not in functioning mode.
Notes: I've actually been thinking about this for quite a long time now... This could have been better. Want to help me edit and all and make Light and Lelouch conquer the anime world?
Summary: Light and Lelouch goes head to head on which one is better, Geass or Death Note?

Come and get sucked by the sucky-nessCollapse )

Last Thoughts Before Death

Last Thoughts Before Death
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [Gankutsuou]; Angst, Drama
Rating: PG to PG-13
Pairings: One-sided Franz ---> Albert
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. At all.
Warnings: Made one year ago. Spoilers for the anime but not for the real book.
Summary: Love makes you do stupid things.

Love and SelfishnessCollapse )

Cursed Eyes

Cursed Eyes
Author: upcomingrequiem
Category: [Getbackers]; Angst
Rating: PG to PG-13
Pairings: One-sided Ban --> Ginji
Disclaimer: I don't own Getbackers.
Warnings: This is so old... as in almost 4 years old. So this one is quite... immature I guess.
Notes: This will probably show that I'm hording all my fics/stories in this LJ. It's in... poetry form... or so I think.
Summary: What's the use of eyes when they can't see?

If you can't see yourself in the mirror...Collapse )